Fix Everything Week

I fixed my formula for a work assignment.

I fixed the bloody metal gate that had a key stuck in it (thanks to someone) to gain entry to my own house.

I fixed the gate control that had some contact problems.

I fixed the rattling transmission and engine with an oil change each.

I'm fixing my lungs by not smoking for a week. (though not looking too good at the moment)

Hoping to meet up with some asses that returned from the land of convicts to fix some lost moments.

Next thing to fix? My ex-car.

'Cause

Cause if you asked, you'd had something in mind already. Ask yourself.

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I can't change as fast as some could. So sue me.

My bros are back. I want to smile, not frown again.

Good Friends Don't say "I told You so"

You once thought I was paranoid.

Now, I wasn't so was I?

I slept late

Not due to work nor play. Not due to mamak sessions nor gaming sessions.
This time, it was a few hours of talking. To who else but my father.

I'm in my 4th year now. A year after this I'm officially out in the working world, the world that I've been simulating for the past.. Well, since my early teens if I've not mistaken.. I admit I've not seen a real ugly employer until now hence I'm still not too sure what's really out there. Lucky me.. Anyway, 4th year, a time for me to decide upon my career path.. I was told to have a maximum spend of 5 years before coming back to help out on the family business.. I've said too many times I do not want to get involved with the family business, many a times it ended with a laugh. Not this time. This time, it was a serious conversation. I've got my dreams, a dream that turned into a goal and now, will it end up biting the dust?

Being selfish and chase the dream, or to work hard and expend the existing business?

Bahh.. things to think..

PS: Horoscope-For some, its time to make a clean break from the past. Ay? Hmm..

11 July 2009

Exam results are out.

As expected, below par. Reason? Everyone knows anyway.

Been through another pit hole in life and had been crawling out of it. The damage? Many, but the only quantifiable would be the results that had been released..

Am I blaming? Nope. I don't want to blame. I am disappointed no doubt. But it was me who let my naive side got hold of me.

Lesson learnt you ask? Yup. Learnt and carved within my head and heart.

It is a world filled with temptations and all after all. Who doesn't lose control ay?

It could be a blessing in disguise. Atleast for the next few years, there shall be no mercy climbing the ladder ay? ;)

PS: Things said and done in nice ways with an intention does not make that crooked intention any better. Stabbing one with a state of the art knife doesn't really make one a nice person. Remember.

Until Further Notice

Due to the things going on in my mind.

Due to time issues.
(Connection speed in M'sia is actually not bad now, hence no longer a problem)

Due to things that are usually best not told.

The blog will be abandoned until I'm ready.

Until further notice..

Quote

"If she can move on so fast after so long, sorry to say but, you know, throughout that period, it wasn't really working man. She can do it, you know what it meant! Time to move on!"

-When a girl gave you all reasons to breakup, you know the heart is no longer yours-